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Bachelor to None

She’s gone to sleep, I think. But if I’m typing in the forest, does anybody hear me?

Hmmm.

♫♪

Do you know what my shadow was?
I wish I could do it justice. I wish I could write it as fearful as I felt it.

On the way to memphis, under the same influences; driving 9 hours into the dead of night, with a 70mg load of thc slowly streaming to your belly; now here watching her sleep in the same state of mind.

What was my shadow?

It was ignorance.

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But what of it?
What a useless word.
Ignorance.

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It was ignorance under a thousand other names.

It was the jaws of ignorance, cartoony like in their sheer viciousness, black and white sharp acute angles strewn into each other;

The jaws of life, the literal Jaws of Death.
It was ignorance, Satan by another name,
Chaos by another.

It was the combined fears of all my ancestral generations.

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It was moses talking to the burning bush
about how Adam’s wife cheated on him.

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It was patriarch’s bitching;

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It was the unspeakable formless void of thought;
it was pure Chaos.

It was endless waves of signifieds
held back by a single signifier.

It was Trump.

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What did I see on the Memphis?
A shard from the death of us all.

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